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Oh I got Married October 14th 2006! Sorry to all who have been trying to contact me, I have been away but now im back.

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A poem posted Feb 18th 2006, 4:19AM

Mood: Depressed

Music: country

depression

Looking at you i dont know how i should feel

u make me angry you make me sad

my depression is getting the best of me

you were rude and faught alot

you think your something your not

why do you say the mean things you do

only to bring me down with you

i dont care anymore

i dont want to hurt any more

but why you are in my view its hard not to be hurt by you.

i want it to all stop i want it to go away

but when your near its like im in a dream

why do you cause this pain when you know what my answers are

why do you push when i say no, hang around when i say go

i understand that you like me and i understand that you want me,

i only want to be friends with you, im scared to tell you but i cant help see you smile i dont

want to hurt anyone so i guess ill hurt myslef.

there is a knife on the table that looks like it could help, it sings out to be used but i ignore it

my streanght is weakning as the knife calls out day by day night by night.

depression is going to kill me, one way or another my life is a black hole.

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